Now is almost the end of my sem2, but I seem like dont have the form to study at all nowadays especially at hostel.

It might due to the influence of my roommate as he plays n enjoy all the time once he got home....

Suddenly I feel scare of my sem2 result ....

1st, my chemistry had dropped a lot this time! From nearly perfect last semester, now I only manage to get 30 over 40....I can't blame others because this is totally my fault! Unable to control myself, lazy to study, gaming, facebooking and many more FUCKING reasons!

2nd, I feel that I can't focus in my class compared to previous sem....wondering why....

3rd, this is the 1st time i scare of my math. Previously, I am quite or should I say 99%confident with my math, but now I can't even get the answer from the answer! It's a serious problem for me now!

When I think back last time during form5, I am much more hardworking than now! I can study all the time n enjoy it, but now my mind is all about relaxing and keep on giving excuses not to study....haiz

I don't want to be like Mel to retake my sem2 or even sem 3!

Unlike CK, he can study all the time as long as he get what he want....

I think the distance between me and him will be further away if I not willing to change my study attitude asap.

Another thing I wanna say is recently I spend quite a lot especially for meal. Old town, Wendy, 面当.....

hope that I won't be a 败家子.......

haiz.......Hopefuly I can survive till the end of my degree, no, I should say foundation 1st.......